Bio: I have indulged a perception of "I" to a considerable level of attainment my whole life. I had a few circumstances about 6 or so years back that allowed me to have a change in perception of my awareness. I'm not sure what any of it means anymore but at one time I felt I was a puppet behind a curtain that played a show for someone that I didn't know and felt in the dark about pretty much everything. Now I'm positive "I" is a puppet but I still feel in the dark and don't have much of a clue. I just seem to point to something not many people see.